I really want to be able to express myself in every way. When I’m writing/drawing in my own private sketchbook, when I’m updating my online journals to let my friends (both real life and internet) my daily ramblings, when I’m out with the one who makes me smile, when I’m talking with my family… the list continues! I want to be able to not be this shy silent person when I’m out and about at school, in class, around strangers, in the middle of a busy crowd.
I want to be free of the boundaries that I grew up with.
Even this, this small paragraph of four sentences, has a very small expression of myself. (Code, I think, is to break free.)
I don’t know how but I’m going to try. This year and the next and many more after that, I’m going to split the crack of the shell thats blocking my every urge to express and one day, demolish what was never supposed to be there.
When I come back and write my after entry, I’ll write about my successes, my downfalls, my wins (where I will promise to promptly say either outloud or in my head “I’m a winnar!”), and who I am now.
For everyone reading this, this is a nice ‘thing’ to put on your list.
