The truth is, I’m scared to death at the idea of having children, because of the heartache risk. My beloved cat just disappeared recently, and it’s broken my heart. I also recently watched an episode of Without A Trace where a child went missing. My mind made a lovely connection, and now I almost don’t want to have a child, in case he or she dies, or is kidnapped, or is taken away from me in any way. I love and miss my little Bastet more than I can say…and she’s a cat. What would losing a child do to me?
But I do want to have a kid. And I’m in love with a man who wants to have children more than anything. And I know that, no matter what happens, having a child will be beyond worth it.
