but I really want to go to a Quaker meeting sometime soon. It’s high on my to-do list.
I’ve always loved the Quaker philosophy, I’ve donated to Quaker organizations, and I made my parents send my brother to a Friends school this year. So I figure I should get involved directly!
This is something I have been struggling with lately, not so much because I cannot decide what I believe but because I am having a hard time accepting it. I am agnostic. I believe that the mystery of the universe and life is so amazing, thought, that whether there is a God or not is really irrelevant. But because this is not exactly how I have been raised, I sometimes lose that sense of wonder almost in retaliation to my past. I need to find a way to be spiritual despite a distaste for religion.