get over my ex

And I’m never looking back.

In the last days, I’ve slowly come to the realization that yes, indeed, I’m over him. Three months short of six years. Through high school, heartbreak, hell, and now it’s only the weariness of him never being fucking phenomenal girlfriend/lover/friend and stuck through all the hard times, but life is hard times. First, it’s a bad divorce, then it’s Iraq, then it’s his ex-wife, then it’s indecision, fear, fault. I realize I can’t do it anymore. I’m through.

He was my first, my best friend, my soul mate.
Who am I without him?