forgive my mother

We can get one as long as we don’t see each other too often and as long as we speak of insignificant things, like politics or gossip. We even went to the summer holiday together – a few days in the ountry, and it wasn’t that bad – mostly because we left each other alone.

Forgiveness – I don’t know. I’d like to, but I don’t know. I don’t know how to, and I don’t know if I really want it. I think I’ve stopped blaming her for what she did in the past, but it’s difficult to forgive her for what she IS, and even harder to cope and tolerate her on daily basis.