identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)

yeahhhh it makes me happy too.

i was talking to a very very old friend of mine, who i havent talked in freaking 5 months. Everybody busy with their own lifes and it kinda suck.

But we talked last week and he told me something like.. thanks for always being there for me, you always made happy when times were tough. That meeting me and xxx was the best thing that happened on this exchange student program thingy.

or something like that.

I was like awww =)

Back home, we had a huge yard, reaally really big. At night, there would be fireflies covering the yard and stars, the sky.
Well this only happen when the electricity is off around the neighborhood.. it’s pretty.

I havent seen that for a while because i moved to a city. So u hardly see stars. until last week or so we went up to close to a mountain or something. You actually could see stars!!!!
it’s beautiful =)

it makes me cry, laugh, yo everything. Pictures, old blog, writing, letters, note, gifts, all these…it’s just craziness..to think how much one have changed,and grown and that i’m progressing and not running around in a circle at the same spot. So is everybody else.
Old writings and letter notes, it makes me cry to know how once we were reaaaally good friend and it all went kaput! Or…the other way around one of my best friends now used to be a bad person and we hated each other. How crazy how crazy isnt it?
“Don’t worry about people from your past there is a reason they didn’t make it to your future” so true.

Now I’m looking at some old photos albums =’)
and it’s sweet.

Laying on the grass
Breathing fresh air
(and ignoring the fact people are watching and laughing at us…stupid tw ppl! and oh yeah no fresh air XD!! )

talk about nonsense with someone
and forgetting all the pressure you’ve been having all day or actuallly for the last few week.

i love it. it made me feel so happy =)
especialmente with him

a great conversation with friends, fun or a hilarious movie that keeps you laughin’ till your sides hurt.

It’s like my home now.
Ever since i moved abroad, i’ve been so homesick. Even though they dont know nothing or what’s going on with me. They were always for me, and that’s just awesome. I didnt realized it soon but now I reaaaally thank God alot alot for all these people and bringing me here.
They are like my second family=)
I love going to church so much, it’s like part of me now. Even though there’s a language barrier ><~...dont understand what they are saying or singing but oh well hahaha..just like Mike once told me :u don’t have to worship without knowing the words, we worship by spirits

getting to know God is another crazy story, I dont know why i didnt want to do this before. why was i scared and of what?! It’s crazy to know how everything changed…how it changed my life yeah.

and i’m happy=)

HUGSSSSSS =]

I love hugs, it’s just a great way to show how much we care about others. It makes me feel so happy. Ever since i moved to Taiwan, i’ve been trying to hold back…because people are so conservative here, and they get the wrong idea. It’s just sad.

If u want hugs, i’ll give u hugs, girls or guys. No wrong ideas or whatever
I need hugs u know? so i know deep inside u want some.
;)

partyyyy with ppl, dance all night long with best fwendsss =] ,
great times.

There’s the feeling of falling in <3, that tangles everything, when u look at that person, butteflies again and your heart just starts melting, and the feeling of really caring for that person that you’d rather be hurt than allow him or her to be hurt. Everything he, i, we do simply tickles my heart...

I sometimes hate that feeling – it makes me vulnerable and…in the end it’s an ouch. But I also acknowledge the wonderfulness of such extreme emotions.

To love, is terrific.

To be loved in return by the person you really love, wow, then I’ve really died and gone to heaven.

=)

Now that i come here..i realize another thing that makes me very happy.
That is when i get cheers! (hihihi..) Yeah i dont get much but whenever someone drop me one. WEEE~~ im so happy.