lose weight fast

SOoOo…. i have been totaly out of it have tried to loose it and gain it but i neer loose a significant amount since the last time i was on this i just dont feel motivated and i want to be thin!!! when i was about 20 pounds thinner than now i flt great and everyone complemented me but i lost it i need hep to loose the minimum of 20 i want to loose 30 but i dont know if i can my mother and everyone sees me fat again they tell me and lok at me with eyes saying wow why do you bother going to the gym your fat…but anyways im always hungry i need motivation i would like to loose weight quickly so i can be in a bathing suit and feel comfortable in clothes….Thanks

hi im 19 years old. I am 5’2 and weigh 146 pounds…i am hugee and discuted with myself… i won’t go out or anything because the near thgouht of even thinking of what to wear and how i look depresses me i only want to be thin…the thinnes i ever been was 122 pound and i felt great but what i really want to be is at least weighing 110…i need help….. and i want to loose it fast…especially with having family members constantly telling me that if i was thin i’d be beautiful even my ex and some other friends would all tell me the same…give me advice and motivation please i’d do anything to loose about 30pounds for the end of June thanks =0)