be happier

I’ve been really happy and excited about lots od different things over the past months.

*I choose to leave a group of friends ‘who arent right for me’
*I made GREAT and amazing friends who I’m REALLY close to
*My family is happy.
*I’m going better at school.
*I’ve learnt things about me. ^^

There are a few more things that I ‘want’.. But they seem very unlikely..
Hmm.. lets see if they happen..

I don’t think I will ever be happy for a long period of time. Yeah, I’m happy at certain points, but I REALLY doubt i actually ever will be happy…

well we finish school on 21st, but i get off earlier – 18th, just cos it is easier for my nan and pop to get my for christmas – (the whole family goes up there for christmas) and i dont really want any – only a nitendo ds and a 2games .. lol Wink, Wink
but i feel really happy…just in the non-christian-hindu-holiday-mood.