Feel beautiful everyday

Still working on it, but I think I have crossed an important barrier. I can go shopping for clothes and not feel depressed at the end of the day. Yeah me.

I have really been surprised at the difference just deciding to feel beautiful has made. I still have really low days, and sometimes I fake it, but it passes. I look in the mirror now, and most days I am not unhappy to see myself. No matter how I look, I focus on seeing me. I don’t focus on any part of me that I don’t like, I look at the person I see in front of me the way I look at the people I love, the way I look at my child. And I love her.