stop procrastinating

...I am getting better on the whole, I think, I prefer doing things without people noticing I think. I like to blame my mother for my procrastination, she TELLS me to do everything, it just puts me off 100%, like getting a hair cut. I just don’t bother because she always tells me to, makes me think about it too much. It makes me think about the expense, what if it goes wrong, what if I ask for something I don’t want. Over thinking makes me not want to do most things.
So yeah, I quite happily blame over-thinking, my mother, and paranoia on my procrastination.

Today has been productive, after a bus didnt come to take me to the post office put me in a bad mood. The next bus came on time, I got my parcel (it was a book), I got the bus from there into town and met saw rob on’t’ bus which was ace, I got into town and bought allmost all my xmas stuff in about an hour, easy when you know what you are getting, came home, went to asda, got brown paper, came home, washed up, cleaned up cat poo _, now Im going to wrap stuff and then maybe hoover, then, I will be chuffed with myself for the day, this is good, as I am lazy, and this is alot of stuff for me to have done :) and it is only half two in the afternoon!