list three things every day that made me happy

1. Bus ride with crush. Does he like me? Does he not? I dont know. But I love that feeling of being optimistic.

2. I actually paid attention to my 107 lecture today. Ok so not my 110 (fell asleep) but in 107, I actually decided to sit in the 3rd row (used to sit in the 50th row) and pay careful attention. I now… UNDERSTAND. What a great feeling!

3. I bought a LOT of jewellery at a new store. 1 silver diamond bracelet, 2 hair accessories and 2 pairs of earrings. <3

1) Bus ride with my crush <3
I swear, everytime I go on the bus with my crush (whilst going back home), I get so happy throughout the whole day! Like, he boosts my afternoons and evenings by 1000000000000%
However, going TO school with him on the bus isnt as good because I end up thinking about him throughout the whole day and I dont end up paying attention in lectures ;)

2) My favorite prof is BACK! For biomedical sciences and the human anatomy. He’s the BESTestestest! He talks soooo fast, and explains things soo fast that my adrenaline just rapidly flows through my body, causing me to be completely absorbed in my favorite subject.

3) My friend said that my hoodie was very pretty :) And I told her that her hairband was very pretty! I love giving and recieving compliements :)

1. Talked to my crush. And realized my faults. It’s so relieving to find a solution to a problem.

2. A guy on the bus constantly kept on staring at me. At first I thought I had something on my face or something like that but my friend told me that he was “checking me out”. So, as a test, I smiled at him…...and he smiled back. He made me feel very pretty and happy for the day!! (..but I still like my crush a lot lol)

3. I saw my friend from HS today.. I hadn’t seen her in 4 months! We caught up about everything and that feeling of (insert word here.. that I cant think of right now) was so wonderful! Just like good old times.

1. I went for a long 1 hr walk with my sister. She had to get fit for her soccer season. I had to get out of boredom.

2. I weighed in at 121 lbs in the morning!

3. umm.. oh yeah – I tanned. There was no way I was ever going to tan my face so I slathered on sun block all over my face and neck. And put on a layer of sunscreen on the body. I still hate the idea of tanning (cancer + wrinkles = ew my biggest fear at the age of 18) but I love the ‘glow’ and the healthier look. I’m too afraid to use fake tan and cant be bothered to get that fake tan spray thingee :( But I do look a bit more bronze today!

Today was also an uneventful day but…

1. I went shopping and bought a….. SKIRT! I actually found one that I liked, which is a first for me. It was pretty pricey but I think it was a good investment for the future (I could probably wear it when I’m 30 and still look good).

2. I wore my skinny jeans today for the first time in 1.5 months and I found it pretty baggy in the bum + thigh area. I was pleasently surprised :)

3. The ‘special someone’ contacted me today. When I saw his name on my phone, my heart did a flip flop. Is this even healthy?

Today was an uneventful day… Let me think of some things…

1. I bought hair tongs and hairspray today. I curled my hair and it looked so good! Looked really shiny too! I curled my sister’s hair and her’s didnt turn out so well (kinda frizzy). I curled my dad’s hair (very short!) and he looked like as if he just got up from a deep sleep. I wanted to curl my mom’s hair but she didn’t want me to, from observing dad’s hair after my ‘styling’. It was a good fun.

2. I got a tan today. Slathered on heaps of sunblock lotion (like HEAPS). My sister said that I’m too pale: not in a good way, more like a sick-person way. So i decided to tan my pasties.. I’m so paranoid about wrinkles, cancer, everything, so I kinda felt uncomfortable the whole 30min out there. I ended up covering my face+neck with my shorts for the whole time too.. However, at the end of the day, I did end up looking pretty healthy.

3. I controlled my food portions really well today. And my diet today consisted of great nutrients! I need to pat myself on the back.

Ok so 2 and 3 took some time to figure out and they’re not too spectacular but oh well..

Oh my gosh I had a great day today! I actually came home, SMILING. I haven’t done that in over 4 months or something.

1. Ok this one I dont want to write much about but was by FAR the best thing that happened in over couple of months.. Ok well, my ‘friend’ and I had been texting nonstop over 2 days and he wanted to catch the bus with me. And I hadn’t seen him in over 3 months so that was really exciting for me because I USED to have… feelings…for him (but not anymore! really!!). And then he was waiting for me after my lecture finished outside the lecture theatre and we saw each other and smiled very awkwardly and ijdjfjksf! And on the bus, it was slightly awkward too but I defintely liked every moment of it. Now, I shouldnt really get too excited about this because I KNOW something will come up. Like, maybe he wont want to see me anymore because he thinks I turned ugly or fat in the last 3 months, or, he’s playing around with me, or something like that you know? Like, i dont want to think too much into it. But it made me smile when I got home :)

2. I made a new friend! She sits opposite me in bio lab and she and I got along well so i asked her if she wanted to have lunch. We hit it off quite well! Also, she’s definetly not like the rest of the girls in my ultra competitve course: pretentious, wannabe-popular, plain weird, OBNOXIOUS, selfish, competitive, etc…

3. Ok so I did use this ‘thing’ for yesterday’s one but I HAVE to use it again. My lecture class Biomedical sciences and the human anatomy. The lecturer is so fabulous. He talks so rapidly, with so much intelligence and everything.. I love the rush, the adrenaline that pumps through my body when he starts explaining 500 things in like 2 minutes, while I furiously write down the snippets of information he gives us. I love the difficulty of the coursework, the prospect of having to revise it at home for 5 hours! No I’m not a workaholic.

ok.. Today I had a horrible day but whatever:

1. I got my hair colored yesterday (brown). I went to uni today and NO ONE said ANYTHING about my hair. I am assuming that they think it’s bad – hence the ‘if you have nothing good to say, it’s better to not say it at all’ (orhowever that phrase goes). However, my awesome friend Cath said that my hair looked gorgeous when I saw her after uni. That made my day.

2. I learnt about the epithelium tissues in my favorite class: biomedical sciences and the human anatomy. The topic is actually really really interesting and fascinating! I will be reading into it even more tonight. I LOVE the human anatomy!

3. I got in touch with… someone. I haven’t seen him in over 3 months and he contacted me today and I got all happy. I dont know why. I mean, my previous ‘feelings’ for him are like.. poof gone, but I still got excited when he contacted me.

Ok now that I think about it, I had a pretty great day! 43T helps me feel better about myself! <3

1. I bought these awesome sunglasses and they were reeeeally cheap and they are of excellent quality! And the sunglasses make me look good ;)

2. I woke up early today so I had a LONG day! I like long days. They’re so much better than the days when I wake up at 5pm and go back to sleep at midnight, resulting in 7 hour days..

3. I’m officially starting University tomorow! My first year. AND my first lecture is at 1pm. How awesome is that… For the first time, I dont have to be at school by 8.30am.

1. Went on the scales in the morning and found out I lost 2 lbs overnight!
2. Ate lots of melons today… mmm love melons
3. - i really cant think of one!

Today’s has been difficult. Could only come up with 2!
All the things that made me happy, happend yesterday…
I guess my number 1, can count for 2 things, because it made me VERY happy..?