volunteer more

You are supposed to volunteer in life to make yourself a better person. I am questioning whether or not this is true… I have vlunteered and maybe I just need the instant gratification or something but I didnt feel any better about myself. Not that I have any self esteem issues, anyone that knows me can tell you that. So I am going to give it a few more times at the whole “volunteer” thing, and if at that point I don’t feel any different, i am going to have to stick to much more selfish waya to amuse myself, including but not limited to shopping, drinking and a mixture of the 2.