it is really important to me to get into a good college majoring in something i really wanna do … i dont wanna be like those people who change there major every year and then end up wit the same one they started with from the beginning !!! but sometimes i really doubt myself because this is something i want really badly but im still messing up in school … the way i see it is if you are so worried about college, a good one then u should be doing yur very best in high school keeping yur grades up so u could actually get into the college you want to !!! but some how thatz just not workin out for me !!!
high school is hell for me … sigh …. im really dissapointed wit myself getting into a good college is something i alwayz thought about even before i even started high school (im a junior now)... im just one of those people who are alwayz thinking of the future .. but im talking about years… i dont know,maybe im crazy.. anyway not working toward my goal … i dont know maybe im just lazy but i dont wanna be anymore .. im really gonna try to change i doubt i will … thatz just me … so not confident
