Stop avoiding my feelings and stop being afraid of rejection

well I’ve met somebody new, and yeah its early days. I’m now just waiting for it to all go wrong and for him to just go. So far things are going great but I can’t help how I feel even if all the signs for point at me being so wrong!!.

..well ive finally started being honest with my self and to 1 of my mates and it feels a positive step!!

a lot of my other entries relate closely to this one. I think when I can do this I will be able to do a lot more positive things with my life. I just need to figure out how!