Get out more

last night. I really enjoy going to gig. Also it just gives me something to talk about, espically at work cause despite none of them had heard of the band i can still tell them all about it.

I’m hopeing with this goal that by going out and gaining some more experiences it will make me more confident and less shy which is the one thing i want to change about myself.

I went out on tuesday night, it was just to the student union, but i’m so glad i went. We met a couple of people we knew from school and so we had quite a few games of pool, got quite a few drinks, knocked over a couple of bottles, took some photos i wish i hadn’t, got some chips and stumbled in the door at 2am. Perhaps not the best thing to do when you gotta get up early the next day, but still i had so much fun. and i was talking loads for me anyway and i was just really happy. Bit of a hangover the next day but that just means i had a good night :P

Now i hope that i can go out more often, not always to go drinking but just socialising and more times without my sister being there becasue i think thats whats holding me back a bit.

strated going to thr gym more often so at least im getting out the house more.

was out drinking today and then was invited to a 18th b’day. Feels good that i’m getting involved more.

today i went shopping and then went for a long walk with an old mate. While i do go to the shops or run/walk along th canal alot more now i kinda wish i could do other things like go to fottball matches and espically go out at night more.

But this is a good start at least.

so went out yesterday and had a couple of drinks with a mate. It was nice bar, had a good chat tried some new drinks and generally it was nice to just have some company for a change. wish i would do more of this but im hoping that will build up over time.

i’m gonna go into town and actually get these gig tickets that i really want to go to. I’m always blaming not having anyone to go with but to be honest i just don’t ask people cause i would hate it if they reject the idea. But yesterday one of my mates mentioned about the gigs and that he would go even tho its not his kinda music. Which is great makes my feel so much better now. YAS! i’m actually gonna go out somewhere that isnt just the cinema.

no matter what my intentions are i never go out nearly as much as i should. Anythime the opportunity arises i can find an excuse way too easilyand so spend most of my time indoors staring at a screen all day long.
This isnt doing me any good as i feel like im becoming way more of an outcast on the occasions i do go out.

This all needs to change desprately.