Do one thing each day that's new or scary

first time gone to the rugby without dad. Feeling more independent by the day.

new: went to edinbugh with the uni (ok ive done that beofore but we did see to new places and it was a diffierent year group)I never really spoke much to the them but i did go to the pub afterwards so pleased i at least done that to show my face.

new: i took the lead in a group work thing at uni, i would never normally be the one to organise everyone else but i felt if i hadnt then we would never have gotten to go home so that night. So i can work with girls and boys younger than me no bother, now i need to work on people in the same year as me.

Scary: I made the first step in making conversation to try and get to know more people and get some mates at uni. It feels good to be social.

first time i went to the cross counrty club at uni. First i went into the sports centre at uni which was also new and scary as didnt no where i was going. Then while out running i was like the second slowest person there but despite that i really want to keep it up.

I WILL BE FIT!!

While i’ve been to the imax to see 3d films before today was the first time i actually sow a full lengh feature film. Toy Story thee best kids film ever!

went to play tennis with the uni. First time, good fun.

emailed my tutor to see if he could help me get some plans for my project which is due this friday anyway he replyed basically saying do it yourself. So i did. surprisingly. Went to the biggest library in the the city to look though the old achieves. Never knew how to do that before and its a really useful resource too. The thought of going back doesnt seem so scary now.

last week signed up to 2 sports clubs at uni. I’m hoping by joining some clubs are get better at talking to people. Tennis is on wed and little unsure how its gonna be but i guess i just need to grit my teeth and get on with it.

sunday 6th sep
was the day of my first ever 10k run.

monday 7th sep
bought my very frist bikini. Going rafting in a couple of days and need somethign to wear underneath th wetsuit. Can’t quite actually believe that it will be the first time i ever wear one. Never gone swimming since i was 11 and never been on a beach holiday/daytrip so that expains why. I think it also has something to do with body issues. But i did wear shorts on my run so that was me getting my legs out so maybe im getting more comfortable with myself. Hope so.