dance whenever the mood strikes me and not care that people are there

i do not like clubs. crowds and loudness and dancing and people watching and too much going on, it freaks me out. whenever i’ve gone i end up just kind of standing there, feeling like a fish out of water.
but i have a friend who spins house music at a bar in nyc. i visited thursday night and ended up dancing for hours. i wore jen-clothes, went with a good friend, rolled my jeans up, had a few drinks, and found myself just moving. and it felt so good! this is a huge step!