life is getting in the way...
2 years ago
my soul seems clogged… i haven’t even painted in a month… the bills that are filling the mailbox are overwhelming to me and i just know that our tv will be cut off soon… basicly i’ve been too lazy to go to the post to mail the bill… i’ll do it tomorrow i think…
i need a makeover… i’m unhappy with my present look… it doesn’t fully represent who i am as a human… again… because i’m too lazy to put in any effort except for throwing on jeans and a tee shirt and running out the door with my hair still wet…
i sit outside alot these days… early mornings for me have become a norm…
i’m still too uptight to let my lifestyle flourish the way i want it to… i want to be free…
