but this goal was not to “understand it all.” That would be impossible. I understand what I need to in order to move forward. Now to get moving.
Contemplative Jenn has written 4 entries about this goal
I awoke to this song this morning, and it reminded me of a friend.
“Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I’ll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Oh.. I do love you.
Still I wonder why it is,
I don’t argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind…
You’ve got this look i can’t describe,
You make me feel like I’m alive,
When everything else is a fade,
Without a doubt you’re on my side,
Heaven has been away too long,
Can’t find the words to write this song,
I have come to understand,
The way it is,
It’s not a secret anymore,
‘cause we’ve been through that before,
From tonight I know that you’re the only one,
I’ve been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand….”
I have come to understand that some of life’s occurrences only make sense in the larger context. Slowly, I am learning that our connections have meaning and value in the moment, but that the larger truths come with time, and maybe even in the absence of those connections. People come into our lives for a reason, and some stay awhile, each leaving in his or her own time. Perhaps it is time to fly solo for awhile, test my wings, hone my aerodynamics, push the limits of altitude.
on the way home from work tonight helped me move closer to accomplishment of this goal. Granted, I’m not there yet, but I left with confirmation that all is as it should be. For this I am most grateful.
BTW, friend, your aura is
showing growing. ;)
is one of those days I simply don’t. I’m not sure if that’s a good thing or a bad one.