love myself more

I’ve stood up and said enough. If you haven’t read the other entries lately, I’ve split up with my significant(s). I finally realized that I’ve had enough. It’s so difficult to walk away from all of this. But my heart hurts. I don’t know what else to do to make him realize that I want to be with him. I’ve tried everything I know and when I try to talk to him and ask him if he wants me to back off, he gets pissed at me and starts a fight. So the other day was it. We split. We’re at least able to speak to each other now. That’s better than before. Maybe cause there’s no pressure now. I don’t know. I know my heart is breaking. But it’s better to break all at once than to live everyday getting hurt. Isn’t it?

I got my new glasses yesterday, and I LOVE THEM. I have also started a fan club at work with all the people who love them too. :-) Makes me feel really good.

Love myself enough to say when enough is enough. Love myself more than my lovers love me. Love myself enough to know what I want for myself. Love myself enough to not put myself through it. Love myself enough to take care of my body, my mind, and my spirit. Love myself so much that I don’t feel the need for love from other people.