disclose 43 random THINGS about myself

In my life, I am a perfectionist. In my house, I am a slob. I’m working on the later and getting more organized.

I fall in love….deep, hard. Heartbreaking love, WAY too easily. I always thought that there was one true love for each person. But now I think that there are many different loves, each a little different. Not more, not less, but different. In an entirely different realm. I also never thought it was possible to truly love two people at once. I’ve since learned otherwise.

My favorite thing to do….for fun is to sing in front of people. On a stage, like kareoke. I LOVE IT. When I’m singing to people, I feel like I am where I was meant to be and doing what I was meant to be doing. There is no greater high in the world. except for my kids being born. It’s amazing.

I need therapy. Not your run of the mill, she’s got issues therapy. But real, extensive, intervention, excorsist therapy. :-) Damn, how the hell did I get so twisted?

I LOOOOOOVE office supplies. It’s right up there….just below sex, but right above chocolate. :-) I can’t help it.

I enjoy excersising. I know most people don’t, but I find it theraputic. And belive me, I need all the therapy I can get. :-)

I see dead people. :-) But I always have. I can feel negative spirits or bad deeds. I went over to my sister’s house one day, (she just moved in) and as she was giving the tour, I knew that in this one closet, there used to be an entry to the basement. At that time, there was a fire and a little boy had died. I saw his face, I saw the fire, and the darkness of the basement in that closet. She researched it and found out it was true. I’ve always done this. Since I was a little girl. It’s kind of disturbing sometimes. Kind of cool other times.

I love to crosstitch. I know it’s a little “grandma” but I don’t care. I love it. I get to create something beautiful while relaxing. What’s better than that?