I finally gave in and called Laura. She is one of my closest friends. We were roommates for a year and a half and then she told me she was moving out and I was hurt so badly. I’ve been holding on to this anger for over 5 weeks and I just couldn’t continue with it making me feel so miserable all the time. I had spent very little time with her since she moved out but when I left, I would go home and cry. So I had to talk to her. And now I feel better, happier. YAY!
Jan 21, 2006, 06:12PM PST | 3 cheers | 0 comments
I need to be happy. I think I’m content, which is pretty close to happy. Does that count? I need to quit trying to make everyone else happy, and focus more on making myself happy because most of the time, when I try to make too many other people happy, I only end up getting hurt.
Jan 07, 2006, 11:53AM PST | 1 cheer | 0 comments
“Indeed, man wishes to be happy even when he so lives as to make happiness impossible. ~St. Augustine”
I’m not exactly sure how to go about making myself ‘be happy’. I want so much to be a happy person. Even if that means pretending most of the time. But I don’t want to have to pretend, I want to truly be happy!!
Jan 03, 2006, 10:38PM PST | 3 cheers | 0 comments
