jess_ in Kentucky is doing 30 things including…

be more decisive

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Still no good 17 months ago

I know I am horrible at making decisions. Sometimes I am afraid of making the wrong decision, sometimes if it involves anyone else I am afraid they won’t like what I pick, but a lot of the time I simply don’t care one way or another. The boyfriend is getting annoyed with me because I tell I’m it doesn’t matter or I don’t care when asked about something. I can understand why he gets frustrated with me, but I really don’t care that much if we eat here or there, if we watch this movie or that.

At the beginning of the relationship he knew I was indecisive and said we would just work on it. I think that time has past and he is tired of it. At the same time he liked the fact that I was easy and simple. I was always easy to please. It doesn’t take a lot and I can pretty much be happy doing whatever as long as I am with the right person. He did make most of the decisions back then, which I loved. He still does make a lot of them, but he badgers me a lot so that I make some of the decisions. I know he is annoyed with me for it, and I do get annoyed with myself a lot of time. But I still haven’t really tried to fix it.



Horrible 18 months ago

I am horribly indecisive. It annoys people a lot and I get annoyed with myself for doing it. Right now I’m packing and it is so hard. Do I pack these pajamas or those? Which perfume? Which pairs of jeans, which shoes? Which hair brush, which nail polish? Do I put them in this duffel bag or this suitcase?

It is absolutely ridiculous. None of these are really that hard of decisions. I’ve never been good at making choices. And then when I do a lot of the time I can’t stop wondering what if I had made a different one.



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