Work on my Secret Goal

I have actually been doing great with this. I haven’t realized it, but now that I think about it, this past month I haven’t had a problem with the things that fall under this.

I’m not sure how well I can keep it up when I move back home, but I’m going to try (as it is both physically and mentally good for me) so I can hopefully cross this off after a while.

I told the boyfriend about the big issue under this goal. That is the only time I have ever told anyone about it and I did think it was a pretty big deal, but I didn’t get anywhere close to the response I had anticipated. Honestly, it hurt me a bit. I had always imagined that if I told someone they would be shocked, concerned, worried, or anything. His reaction was basically like I just told him the sky is blue. I guess in a way it’s good that it didn’t turn into a big deal for him, but it did make me feel bad to get virtually no response.

I have been doing very well with this. During the past couple of weeks I have made considerable progress with all three things that fall under my secret goals. Since moving in with the boyfriend, I had to stop doing these things and I’m grateful for that extra push, but I wish I had been strong enough to do it on my own without outside factors moving it along. But still doing a good job regardless.

I can never seem to accomplish the three things that fall under this. All are three things took place today and I get so frustrated with myself. But that doesn’t help to keep me from doing these things. The most important one will undoubtedly be the hardest to accomplish, but it’s the one that really needs to be resolved.

I think I have been making a little progress with two of the things that fall under this. But the big thing that I really need to work on, I am still doing horribly. I keep telling myself today will be the day, but I end up screwing it up.

I haven’t been working on any of this. I haven’t forgot about it, I’m still very aware. I just never get around to doing anything about it.

Been doing dreadful on all three counts. One of the things got better for a while, I had an outside source that got rid of the need for it, but I am now back to it.

Part 1: Surprisingly well, but that creates other problems. I’m still trying to focus on the positive part of it though.
Part 2: Horrible
Part 3: Good

There are three things that fall under this. Problems that I need to work on. I have been aware and trying to fix them for a while now, but I am failing miserably.

Week One
Part 1: Horrible
Part 2: Bad
Part 3: Better than usual