I’m 20 and I’ve never gone on a date. And it sucks. Guys don’t like me I guess. I’m not very good at making myself look interested either. I kind of push them away because I’m scared or something, or I mistake interest for creepiness. But I’m so lonely, and I don’t want justa roll in the hay, I want a friend. Because I love so much that I think I would be very bad at breaking up – this is also what scares me. I’m hoping that I can find one guy to be with and love the rest of my life, but is that hoping too much??