Lose 20 pounds

Wow I have had a good 1st week back at uni. Th ebest part being I have eaten right and lost 4 pounds this week. The bad part being I only exerczed tuesday (hip hop dance class), wednesday (2 hrs of weights at the gym), thursday (55mins combat class), Friday (2 hours iceskating) and Saturday (55mins aerobics class), actually now it doesn’t seem so disappointing.

Anyway I bought a beautiful satin floor length backless dress for my party so I am working so hard to get rid of any lumps and bumps that might be poking through!!! eg legs and tummy. I still have to pay it off too…:( I hope to lose 4.4 pounds per week for the next 4 weeks- that will make me 108 pounds at 5 foot 1 on my party nite… I am 127.8 lbs today so lets hope for 123.5 lbs next week. I just have to stay realy strict with my eating- regular small meals and NO junk food.

Yay! Back at uni and daily people comment on how proud they are of me losing my wieght (the compliments are also fantastic) its so nice to be feeling a bit better about myself. Not seeing anyone for 5 months and being at the gym everyday sort of made me forget just how ell I have done…I want to lose about 20 more pounds though! I really want to be 107. Thats healthy for my height but maybe a little low if I have lots of muscle. Well, I want to lose one more dress size.

Well, down to the last 7 days before my original goal date…and the damage hasn’t been undone but I am going to make the most of this week and maybe, just maybe, post a picture of myself on next monday with my weigh in results and measurement changes from the day I started this thing. 7 days…I can’t believe it has come up so quickly and I’m not at my goal yet. I am extending the date to April 8 for weight purposes but this last 7 days I’m going to work as hard as I can so be somewhere special on my first goal date. Today so far has been excellent- lots of hard exercize and no bad foods.

I’m feeling good today and stating a 6 week plan to lose those evil 13 pounds and more that appeared overnite. I am determined because I really want to look my best on my 21st which is a little under 6 weeks away. And I start uni on Monday…Ahhh! I will have to resist the yummy foods in the refectory :(

Well, lack of. Today I have had enough. I’m sick of food an dall the anxiety it brings when I fail once again to resist the evils of desserts and other sweet things. My new goal dat is April 8 and I am aiming for 108 pounds. Here I go…

Here I am just under 2 weeks from my goal date and don’t know what the hell is heppening. I’m scared to step on the scale- I haven;t put on much if any size but have not been strict with my diet and have had a day or two where I was REALLY bad. After the big weight blow up only weighed in once and had lost a few pounds. I want to stop eating but lately I have felt HUNGRY.

Well slowly working that huge gain off- weighed in today a whole 3 and ahalf pounds lighter than the other day. Lets hope this continues til my goal date. i mean, I am so back on track its great but I hope I can reach my goal soon. Its hard knowing I’ve been at this weight about 3 months ago and now here I am looking slimmer but still heavy. I know its just the scale but I really want to step on it and see that number…that was my goal- and to lose one more dress size, well about half a size actually now.

Yes as I said, I have taken a week off an eaten pretty much all I wanted with maintaining my exercize. But today was the lowest point in my journey so far. I weighed myself after 4 days- I was 115ish 4 days ago.

TODAY WEIGHED 128 pounds. NO joke.

wtf! I cried, right there. How can this happen- in 4 days! I am taking drastic measures- I only have 2 weeks until my goal date and to go from being only 6 pounds from my goal to being this far? I can’t believe it. Working extra hard at the gym and restricting my food intake. Lets hope it drops off. I mean, it came on overnite basically but we all know it won’t drop off that quick. Why now?

I can’t keep doing this! I am only 6 pounds away and I am wasting the last three weeks with bad food! I hope I get my strength back…I put on 2 pounds last week and its headed the same way…Why now? I have no trouble until 3 pm and then I just eat eat eat. I am still working hard at the gym…Arrghh!

I have had a terrible week…and put on 2 pounds as a result. I ate whatever I wanted all week so I expected it. I have started my diet again…Today I ate 2700kj and worked off 3313kj at the gym. I really want to lose 6 more pounds in the next 3 weeks… This is my goal date and I really want to achieve my goal!!!