dance en pointe

so i’ve been doing ballet for almost four years, well since freshman year of high school, now I’m a senior… though only once a week… until last year i took prepointe classes as well. I haven’t been able to dance at all this season though, since marching band [my number priority] and ballet where on the same nights and other stuff came up. but tomorrow i get to go again! so excited! though dissapointed, last year when the season ended, I was ready to go en pointe, and my ballet instructor said to keep working and when we get back we’ll go shopping for pointe shoes. But now, months later I know I won’t be en pointe for a while… I’ve slacked off my excersises and idk why… but my dream was to always dance en pointe before college, so I’m going to use most of my paycheck now to pay for at least 3 dance classes a week!!!