be more decisive

A rough estimate for the expenses would be about $700 dollars, through the American Red Cross. I don’t see how I could work and take the classes, labs, clinicals. I’m not ready to give up on this yet though. I’ll wait and get some time with the therapist.

Tomorrow, I’m going to call and find a therapist. This is kind of cheating, still getting someone to help me make decisions. But it has worked before, and eased my frazzled mind. I’ve held out long enough. I don’t want to come to a breaking point again. My family needs me. I’m taking Zoloft, and it helps me cope day to day. It’s not a magic pill though.

I’m been thinking about changing careers for about a year now. Thinking about different careers, and how this decision will affect others (and Myself). Will it be for the best? Will it be worth the stress? Will I still be happy if I change jobs? My hubby says everyone gets bored with their jobs. I just don’t see myself working in a warehouse forever, no matter how decent(not great) the pay is. The hours are decent, but from mid-October to January,(our peak season) we work way too much with a lot of stress. Does anyone out there know if being a Certified Nursing Assistant or Veternarian Assistant is any better?

I once read an article in the Courier-Journal about how people are just overwhelmed with too many choices. I fully agree because I’m a simpleton. Keep it simple! So many restaurants, banks, TV shows, so on and so on. Variety is the spice of life which I love that saying too, but too much is a headache.

I will start with picking a restuarant with out being teased. I will be the first to order my food with no regrets. This is now a bud light radio commercial. Silly Me.