Have a great birthday this year

I can’t even remember the last time I had a good birthday. Last year I was in the emergency room and got my appendix taken out. The year before that my little brother was getting married a week later and having the huge reception at the house. Before that I don’t remember specifics. I’ve tried to just forget, and apparently been a little successful. I deserve to have a good birthday. I don’t expect it to be great or wonderful, or even noteworthy. Just not bad would be a change I would enjoy. I’m not thinking positive or negative about it. I’m just going to wait and see. Anythings possible.