so worth it — 2 months ago
but really hard work!
but really hard work!
and now I am sick of it! I am 31 weeks pregnant, have put on 13 kgs, but it is all on my bust and stomach, so I feel huge! Dr. isn’t worried about the weight gain at all but I just feel uncomfortable. It is summer here which makes matters worse. I feel itchy all over and have a heat rash…hurry up and come out baby. But having said that – I love feeling the baby move around, and setting up the nursery and counting down how many weeks I have left at work (7) and looking forward to holding my baby and seeing my husband getting excited.
but not feeling really excited yet. I think I am scarred by the last miscarriage, just feel like that is going to happen again. Hard to be excited at this stage.
My husband and I have been trying to concieve a baby for over a year now, with one miscarriage in late 2006. I never thought it would take this long. It is hard having friends who are popping up pregnant all over the place. It is really something that I have no control over. We have started to get some tests done, so maybe something will come to light. If not, I will change this goal to “adopt a baby” or “foster a child”.