stop picking my skin

I had gone like for 2 months without picking and this whole week I’ve been picking. It was really depressing being able to have a normal life without picking and then picking and picking and feeling worthless and back to square 1 . Was really hard but no one to blame but me… Any way I wanted to let you all know that I found this very educational and helping website about picking I read the whole thing and it has given me a motivation to stop and alot of ideas to put in practice and very very educational. The website is stoppickingonme.com Hope it helps you in any way. I also seen that alot of more people are talking more about this issue like in youtube. If you guys now of any websites that are helping you please let me know thanks

Seriously guys life is so much better now that i dont pick. I feel and look better… I sleep better! When I wake up am glad its a new day and actually looking forward to it. I enjoy when I take a shower relaxing not thinking how ugly and swollen my face is from all the picking!! I dont have to worry about putting make up to hide all the damage ive done now that i havent been picking I actually just Enjoy putting it on !! Not picking is the best feeling in the world !! I feel I could do ANYTHING IN THE WORLD!!!Its worth it dont give up guys !!! I thought i couldnt do it and amazingly am doing it … I know its extremly hard and difficult i been doing it for 9 yrs and it was very sad and depressing sometimes i would just loose all hope for me and just wanted to die it was that bad … I know its hard … but if you really really wanna stop do whatever it takes … Anything you think will help you even if it sounds wierd or crazy!! Do whatever it takes guys picking is not worth it!!! I feel more confident and the best part of all am loving myself more every day!!! I dont consider this goal accomplished am still working on it am proud to say i have a month without picking and fell alive and not dead inside . i hope i dont pick ever again i would like to write some day that i have 6 months without picking or better yet a year without picking that would be amazing but if i wanna acomplish that i have to work on it. Sometimes i have my days were i feel the urge to pick and feel all this anxiety but am just gonna start hell so no its not worth it ! Guys lets win the war not just the battle! Do whatever it takes !! We can do this!!!

I have a Month with out picking my face looks awsome!!! I feel and look great am Happy and feel very proud of myself …. There has been times when I do feel like picking and I just remember how I felt when I did pick and tell my self its not worth it !!! DONT DO IT !! ITS NOT WORTH IT !!!! You look and feel Fine dont torture yourself and I automatically stop because I remember how I felt after I pick my entire face and look like shit and felt like shit and just being depressed and unhappy !!! Its hard but not impossible I hope I dont relapse. They say it takea awhile to break a habit. I hope to god i have broken this horrible bad habit for good!!!! Its been really hard because have 9 yrs picking but its totally worth it ! I hope I keep it up !! And for all of you do what ever it takes for you not to pick … Because everyone deserves to be happy and at peace within ourselves….

My face is healing from all the picking i’ve done for the past two weeks. I need to continue not to pick and hopefully as soon as i get money go to the dermotologist or a spa or something so they could help my face get better or something. I’m gonna put my all so i wont pick and mess up for the 100th time already i hope i could actually do this once and for all…

I hope i could just stop picking once and for all ….

Reality just hit me and big time… I have been picking for 8 yrs already since i was 14 and i thought this would be a phase were eventually i would stop the picking but i cant no matter how much times i try or what i do i cant stop picking.I cant believe its been 8 yrs of this nightmare. Reality just hit and i came to the conclusion that I just have to accept this as part of my life and its never gonna change unless a miracle happens and i dont ever break out yeah like if thats going to happen … I try and try and try and try and fail and fail and fail so i just have to accept it once and for all this is part of me of who ui am and who i have become… this is part of my life and theres nothing i can do anymore its more the PAIN that i feel when i say am not going to pick and i do it. I hate myself for it for letting me down for having hopes that i was gonna change that i was gonna live a normal life its more the pain the depression i get!!! I beat myself up for it I am my own worst enemy … I’m to hard on myself i just have to accept this maybey the pain will be less and i dont get my hopes up that am gonna change this horrible bad habit . Seriously its hell when is it gonna end ? Only God knows …. For me am not gonna say or think that am not picking because i do pick and the feeling is much worse …. so maybey if i expect the picking the pain will be less the pain it’s always gonna be there but at least i wont lie to myself having high hopes and the fall wont be as bad …. I dont know what to do anymore …. my dreams of having clear beautiful skin are gone forever ….

Hey you guys my counselor found this website for me and am bearly started reading it but I hope it helps…. I know guys that this is really hard to stop but the more information we have the better and with eachothers help and support we could do this and One day we’ll put our success story of ending this horrible ugly nasty habit… the website is stoppickingonme.com let me know if it was helpful or comment me with what you thought thanks guys…

I’m starting over once again and hopeefully this time it works I had lost hope gaven up because believe me this is getting really really old and its really exhausting both physically and mentally so sad and depressing I have to keep trying for my family for myself and most importantly for my daughter…

I really dont know anymore… This is a rollercoaster and its NO fun :( One minute am happy as can be and the next sad and depressed. I was really doing good, I was going to therapy and excersing,eating healthy drinking more water, going out having fun and I was keeping busy…and then all of the sudden this same bump comes back when it was almost gone!! Its like a big bump but with no head ugh I pinched it so it could just pop already and nothing!! so I squeezed a few others not that bad,but that big bump is really stressing me out it bugs!!! just from that i get all this anxiety and sadness because I was doing so good…. UGH I HATE PIMPLES !!! Its mixed emotions your fine and then your not happy then sad worried and anxiety ,stressed and comes deppresion and sadness and the guilt the pain the failure the negative thoughts in your head that wont let you at peace with yourself!!! I mean ONE bump created this whole thing!!! I CANT LET IT GO!!!! thats why I could never be at peace with myself its a never ending WAR!!! Its always raining in my head ….Imagine being chained to the one person in the world who you hate the most… and you know you’ll never be able to escape from them … Imagine realising that you HATE who you’ve become… and knowing that you have to live with that person who has hurt you so much for the rest of your life…. When is this gonna end ?

I’m so sad and depressed.. I had 13 days without picking my face and on Wednesday I couldn’t anymore I picked its just that I was full of black heads and white heads everywhere and I couldn’t stand it anymore!!!! Then I picked on Thursday cuz it didn’t make a diffrence I had already picked any way … so I feel terrible now all my hard trying not to pick was worthless today is very depressin because my 2 yr old daughter looked at me and said mommy has a boo boo and pointed at my face I started crying cuz she was touching my face to make it better!!! My poor baby needs to have a strong mom not all picking on her face feeling like shit!! I’m so tired of this never ending story . I need to srop picking and live a nice happy life… for my daughter my husband and for our future kids I don’t wanna be like this anymore but how do I stop? Now I feel so ugly with all my face picked and swollen …. I have rhis huge bump on my forehead its so swollen I can’t even touch it…. for you my baby I have to stop….. know that I think about it when I was pregneant I would pick and 2 yrs later still doing it when I promised I wouldn’t for my baby cuz its affecting me tremendousley .I love my baby…. she could no longer see her mommy in these conditions what’s so ever ….. I have to be strong and healthy and most of all STAY POSITIVE please pray for me. Thanks