say no

Now I have this cousin at new city where I am moving to to join a course and find a job. He is looking for someone to become a housemate and share the rent. But I have some different plans. Since the way I have been such a goodie goodie guy, ready to abondon my own wishes for others, its looking so tough to say “no” because of he being my relative. Why should it be such a big deal?? The answer is because I am jobless right now, and pretty unstable in my career, and I dont feel that he is the person to go and stay with at a new place. So this is my first step towards doing away with my worst habit of not saying “No”. After giving any goddamn excuse, I will tell him, that I cant move in with him. Period.