quit drinking

Again I’ve started counting. I’ve been sober this pst year for about 300 days. I slipped twice in between. Now I’m back up again. Feels good to be sober, which I already know, and I’ll continue because I have to!

I caved in. I’ve been drinking. I am handling it pretty well though. I’m ready to try and abstain again. We’ll see how it goes. I’m strong and know I can do it!

Things really couldn’t be going any better for me than they are now. I’ve been sober for about two and a half months. It freaking rocks! I’m looking at this now and can’t believe I’ve written over 172 entries. I decided a while ago that I wouldn’t write about it much anymore, and I’m kind of glad I did. It helps me to not think about it too much, and if anything helps, I welcome it. I really hope everyone else is doing good… If you can stay sober, do it! Life is so much better without alcohol. Talk at ya later!

Doing good. Sometimes though, I feel a drink would be delicious. I get jealous when I see other people drinking. But then I realize I really don’t want to drink, I examine the current state of my mind which is sober, and enjoy that fact even more. It really does feel good to be sober. There is no extra baggage associated with it. It is not bound by any other action. It simply just is. When something occurs, out of doing nothing, that is something, It’s the true diamond in the rough. Have a great day everyone!

Today is great! My birthday just passed, and we all went out to eat. Everyone had a few drinks, I didn’t. I played pool, drank some cokes, and enjoyed myself. It was fun. Today, I’m awake bright and early, setting up my new computer, and ready for the new day. Feeling great! Later.

I’m back!.... actually, I’ve been sober here for about 3 weeks. I know I should have been posting about it, but I’m going at this a bit differently this time. For one, It’s helping me to not think about it all the time. Writing in here daily has helped me in the past, but now, I feel as though I will only check in every so often. I like how it feels to be sober, and that’s all I really want to know. Things are going great… doing tons of work on my house, and enjoying the spring! Hope everyone else is doing good! Talk at ya later!

Up and at ‘em! Good morning everyone!

Today was great! At the end of the day… around 4 o’ clock, I got an urge to drink. I told my boyfriend, and he completely talked me out of it! I was a little bummed for a bit, but now, I’m glad I didn’t. I’m also glad to have his support, and guidance. Day 3 over and out. Goodnight!

Good morning! Watched a good movie last night, fell asleep around 11:30, and slept straight thru! Feeling good, getting ready for work. It should be a good day! Talk at ya later!

Made it through the day. Work went great. I came home, logged on, and saw the number of responses I received on my last post. Thank-you for the encouragement. I am only human, but I am growing a little more wise with each new day, and I know deep down that I will tackle this monster for good, and continue my journey from there. Up until my tackle I will wake up each day, glad to have woken up, and get on with my day, and try to stay sober for that day. I’m entirely learning a lot out of all of this, and learning a lot about myself. I will only display a positive attitude… negativity sucks! Later!