Piscarius Poetry

^{sitting here
thinking of our time
talking
playing
falling for each other..}

whatever happened to you
I really don’t care.
If you choose to come back,
I will be fine with that.

I know you miss me.
You deadly want to talk.
But you were the one who took the coward’s way out.
And you didn’t even say goodbye.

I missed you so bad.
I was lost trying to catch up with you.
With the nights crying myself to sleep,
with all those silly tears falling down my cheeks,
with the look from my friends tryig to say
“I’ve told you so”,
I’ve gained strenth from that
and it made me a big girl.
The girl that won’t cry and repeat the same mistake again.

I am telling you …
I am fine if you come back.
But things will never be the same again.
What I really can do is being one of your good friend.

dreamy silly

^{getting to know you
taking time to be with you
makes my life more beautiful
soft
and serene.}

To your cheerfulness
To your open mind
To your greatest soul
To the joy of your life
I absorb day in day out.

It’s not the achievements
that I feel fulfilled
but it comes from the relationship with you..

^{you keep seeing him,
though, you know one day he will break your heart.
You love every part of him
but you are not sure
if he feels the same way.
You treat him like a prince,
but he thinks you are one of his good friends.
You are ready to settle down,
but he doesn’t know how to make a commitment.
You forget your past love,
but he never lets it go.}

One day,
he will break your heart, girl.
But I know you still want to give a try..

^{for C’s gf}

^{For the things I did wrong,
causing you a shattered heart.
I won’t ask for any forgiveness,
or you to accept any apologies from me.
One simple thing I want you to know.
Today I’ll start loving you again.}

^{for pt}

^{on my lazy day,
the little bird
perches on my window sill
singing, chirping,
trying to wake me up.}

I hear, I hum along his songs,
slowly lazily creep out of bed.

After singing,
greeting with the morning sun,
and his little work happily done,
he moves his wings
trying to fly away,
feeling so gay
helping
starting
on my lazy day.

^{It’s raining hard outside, baby.
Let leave our cozy bed
and jump out in the rain.
Dance and shake like we were kids again.
Till we get entirely wet.
Let me shiver in your arms in this gusting rain.}

Wake up, honey, wake up.
Leave this cozy bed.
Promise,
our bodies will be heated up again
under this puffy sheet,
after the gusting rain.

^{Thanks for saying ‘Hi’.
It’s been a little while
that you and I haven’t talked like this.
Becuase of the distance that keeps us apart.
The work and life that swing us away.
There is no time to play like before.
And that we have lived our seperated lives.
But it’s so nice to catch up with you again.}

to Mr. Secret

^{There is no time to loose,
mama said.
You have only one life, dear.
The life that’s yours.
Spend it the way you like.
Don’t let it dull like a rusted knife.
Make as many mistakes as you can.
Learn from them and enjoy the ride.
Don’t let life live you.
Travel to your dream places.
Love to the deepest.
Great your each day with joy and smile on your beautiful face.
Live with purpose.
Live your sweet own life
in your sweet own way.
Don’t die a copy.}

^{poems
do me good
in many great ways.
They link me to lots of great people,
amazing inspirations.
They are fabulous friends
with their own perspectives in life.
I can see through their incredible words
woven into lovely
poems}

^{don’t drift away from my life,
just stay here,
stay around but not too close.
Your love might warm me up,
but your touch will melt me down.
Give me space like I give one to you.
Cheirsh it with love,
and I will do it with mine.
When we get back together,
to our own space…
we will help cheris ours.
In this beautiful way of love,
we will breathe
deeper and freer.}