and I enjoy the time I do it… and I will keep on doing it…
I will call this goal as done..
and I enjoy the time I do it… and I will keep on doing it…
I will call this goal as done..
I gave up once telling myself that I didn’t have time for it. But the inner voice told me that I want to do this and I had to stop postponing it. Last night I told myself that I must have a book first before I open this goal agian.
This morning, while reading my old diaries, I found a big diary which I made it few years back. I intended to use it as my scrapbook with the guy that I was falling in love. But after everything went down the hill so fast, I hid it in my cabinet forgetting about it. Today I found it again and ready to face with my own thoughts, my old memories. I tore the pages filled with old sad memories and started new one with new chapter of my life. I am glad that I had strength to read them before dumping them in the trash bin. It was the old and silly girlie dreams that I hoped to share it with someone I really didn’t know very well. Though, it hurted me so badly, I am glad I got through it and I manage to go up the hill again, with different routes and smarter mind… ;]
long time ago and want to do it but keep postponing it..
My birthday is coming up so it’s great time to start it…