Keep a journal

so i should mark this done!

I will keep on doing it too. I love writing. I love making diaries too and I have plenty of them. ...

I started to write on my journal again. I felt a bit lost not writing it but why I kept postponing it????

However, I am back to it now. ;]

before going to bed, I spent half an hour writing in my diary. I keep it handy so I can write it every time I want to.

so i write more frequently. My finger still hurts but less than the first few days. I need to go to the hospital every other day to clean the wound. I hate it when the nurse is cleaning the wound bc it hurts so muchhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

It was a quiet morning and my finger still hurted badly. After crying for the hurt, the cut of the finger tip, the losing of my nail and some part of the finger, the being lonely when i got hurt and could not take care of myself properly, I wrote everything in my diary. I felt much better after crying and writing.

I decided to take a rest and closed the shop in the afternoon. Took the pill and went to sleep again.

Today, I feel much better and the finger doesn’t hurt much. I open my shop and try to do thing as normal and ignore the pain.

and I was alone. While being on bed, I grabbed my cousins’ color pencils and started to draw and write in my diary…

I did it on a regular basis before but stopped since I moved here. Too busy, too tired was my excuse. I am going to do it again.

Actually, I have lot of hand-made notebooks and I mainly write my to-do list everyday. But it’s not the same as venting my feeling out. Before, when I went on a trip, I would have a whole book of each trip with pictures, tickets, signature of my fellow travellers on it. I think I should do it again and everyday.

joy