live

was when I held my newborn niece and saw her sleep soundly.

no rush at work, really had time to breathe.

Just watched movies, non-stop.

Went out to have breakfast with my sister, her husband and my two cousins.

Relaxed!

I traveled solo back and forth from home to Hua-Hin by night trains to meet my 3 friends there. I reached Hua-Hin at 5.45 am. The town was still quiet, a bit cold and still too early for the people to come out. I walked along the road without a map, only my backpack on my back. I sat on a bench in front of seven-eleven watching people riding motorcycle by.

Around 7 am, I decided to walk to the hotel. I didn’t know where it was so I just kept asking the locals. It was pretty far but not too far. I walked to the reception and left my backpack there. I could only check in after lunch. So, I left my backpack and walked back to town. I spent an hour walking around town, took photos and looked for a place to have breakfast. Then, I walked to the beach. People started to come out of their places to walk and run on the beach. I went there in time to watch my first sunset in Hua-Hin.

After walking around town for an hour, I walked back to the hotel to check in. Took a shower and took nap, waiting for my friends to arrive.

when I have somethings to do but I refuse to do it…

It’ a sunny and rainy Monday morning.
The rain and the sun keeps switching since I opened the door of my shop. I sat observing it silently.

I am lazy this morning.

Thus, I just sit here, enjoy the moment. Read someone’s posts in 43Things. Listen to the music from yahoo.

Sip that herbal tea. Write something in here.

Feel the breath.

Live~

i was very sad that my shabby cat bit one of my visitors. He/she died a few minutes later after being bitten. :[

Last night, I thought about many things; about the problem I was facing (it should not be called problem, it should be called challenge), about my own life, about how fast I go, about how to slow it down, how to be a good friend to myself and others and how to stay happy in whatever situation.

I thought long and hard but I still couldn’t figure it out, I wrote them in my diary. Let them flow like a running stream. After I didn’t have anything to write, I closed the diary, switched off the light and went to bed. I left all the problems there, in my diary.

Next morning, I felt a lot better but still thought about it. I didn’t want to go to the gym, so I kept on laying on my bed. My inner voice told me that if I didn’t want to exercise today, just went out to ride the bike and then got back to the shop. I got changed and then went out riding my bike. The problem still stick to my head. I biked, I thought about it but it was getting lighter than last night. I started to sweat and felt more cheerful so I biked to the gym. I spent nearly an hour there and soaked up with sweats. I felt like a new person after exercise, happier. I left the gym, smiling. The problem seems lighter. Rode my bike back to the shop and took a shower, I got myself ready to start a new fresh day!

when I laid on the beach and wathed the sky. I didn’t care that there were lots of tourist walking by and looking at me. At that moment, it was only me and the clear blue sky.

Doing something quickly makes me out of breath and I feel like I don’t accomplish anything. I only finish it but I don’t enjoy doing it.

Learn to live and live to learn is such a long and enjoying path.