figure out who I am

Hello old friend… You know that it’s been along time…
but your face is a familure one to me…
its been following me my whole life…
Im not sure if your my blessing…
or if your my curse…
are you my protector…
or were you cast upon me to bring me misery…
I know that when I am happy I rarely hear from you…
Are you hiding in the shaddows awaiting to be there for me…
or do you get lonely and draw me back into the darkness…
My love said it was my darkside that drew her to me…
and the more I forget your face the more her love died for me…
Darkness let us talk and we will walk togeather…
in the shadows and we will draw others to us…
let us not part for the sake walking in the light…
the ones in the light they to are seeking the shade os shadow…
my love will come back… she will be drawn to the darkness…
hello darkness its good to see you again…
I will keep you close so as not to lose site of you…
you will not poision me in my sleep anymore…
and I will be watching you…

When I am awake I wish that I was asleep…
Wishing this were all a nightmare…
Wishing I would wake up next to you…
When I sleep I dream of being with you…
And wishing never to again wake up
And find myself again alone…
You have left my side and in a constant
State of dream and nightmare…
I hope that oneday I can awaken to you
And once again think that it must all be a dream…
Because nothing can be as good as we can be togeather…
Except for a dream…