lose weight

Well I’m a teensy bit proud of myself right now. I went to the gym at 9 am this morning. I having been to the gym on a saturday in god knows how long. And I haven’t had a binge free saturday in forever! I just really didn’t feel like wasting another day on food and feeling lazy. So I went to the gym for an hour (my iPod died after 11 minutes… somehow the hour still wnet quickly!), went to the grocery store (twice), and went driving. So a lot of moving around today, which is always good. I pondering over whether I want to do yoga or not…

Well, the treadmill is broken. It feels like I just lost my best friend. And until I can salvage enough dinero to get it fixed, I have to go to the gym. I ellipticalled(sp?) for the first time in forever yesterday, and let me tell you, it kicked my ass. I practically fell off when the hour was up. Ditto for today. In a way my bestie breaking was a gift, because now I actually have to WORK out. I was getting too used to my lazy jogging. My mom’s annoying me though. She’s not even making an effort to get it fixed. Well, until she does, I hope she’s ready to go to the gym EVERYDAY. She’ll thank me later :)

Ugh, I have to go out to eat for my brothers birthday, and to a STEAKHOUSE. I’ll have soooo many vegan options there. On the bright side, i’ll probably be stuck with pathetic salads.

Worked out and ate good sunday-wednesday. If I do good today, I will have finally gotten back on my old ruitine. :) And I will do good today. I wam really going to try not to binge this weekend. Ahhh we’ll see how it goes.

I need to eat more. I don’t eat enough, so I feel deprived. That gets me in an “I’m on a diet” mood, and I get even more hungry. So I need to focus on making healthy changes and not depriving myself.

Ok, so…
1080 calories eaten (might have a snack later)
1000 calories burned on the treadmill
Pretty good day :)

Nevermind :) I worked out for an hour, and I’m feeling back on track :) I’ll get on for 40 minutes later.

Feeling the urge to binge right now, and I really hate it. :(

Ugh I need to grow some balls and try being vegan again! After thanksgiving, I promise… Not being allowed to eat ice cream, cookies, etc will definately make it harder to eat crap :)

Ugh I need to grow some balls and try being vegan again! After thanksgiving, I promise… Not being allowed to eat ice cream, cookies, etc will definately make it harder to eat crap :)