Find a balance between the things I want to do and the things I need to do

I never even get close to the things I REALLY want to do. I’m doing good just to get to the things I want to do on my “things I need to do” list. What do I really want? I don’t even know anymore. I’ve had to give up the things I want to do. They don’t mesh with raising kids. I’m not talking about anything bad. I just mean that caring for a family takes so much time and effort, there really isn’t anything left for what I want.

I have a husband and children to take care of, they are my full time work. But I also like to work out a lot to keep reaching my personal goals. I also have a lot of work keeping up with the house and fixing healthy meals. I’m selling on ebay, which also takes up a lot of time. I like to socialize, and work in the garden, and keep up our family scrapbook… Well, everthing that came after EBAY doesn’t get done. And some of the stuff before EBAY gets done some or most of the time. What about personal time for me? I don’t have enough energy to get through each day right now.

I WANT to just get away… and I NEED to just get away… so what should I do…???? Hmmmmmmm…...