compile a 100-things-about-me list

46. ...I miss my daddy….

47. I want to kill my mothers ex-husband. He doesn’t deserve to be alive.

48. I would love to write, except I never have anything to write about and I am not a very good writer. Also my handwriting is quite horendous.

49. I would love to have a bunny. I think that that would make my life complete. Either a bunny or a puppy. Or both. :)

50. I am addicted to caffine.

51. My family doesn’t know shit about me. They think that I am a happy normal child. I have never been normal and I haven’t truely been happy around here in a long time. And if I told them they wouldn’t believe me.

52. I don’t like disappointing people, and yet that seems that that is all I do these days.

53. I am very clingy. Sometimes it takes a while for me to get attached, but when I do, good luck making me leave.

54. I try and act cool. I’m not. I’m not fake though, I just try to get people to hangout with me.

55. When it came to people I used to be relly social. Now I am more of a loner than anything else, really.

32. I can’t spell very well. I try, I just can’t do it.

33. Disney movies make me smile. :)

34. I am the biggest LOTR dork. It’s my not-so-secret dorknessism. I know pretty much everything to do with the trilogy. (Yes, this is my bragging. One of the few things I do have to brag about sadly.)

35. I talk funny. I don’t have a speech impediment, I just talk funny.

36. I am very easily amused. It doesn’t take much to make me smile/amuse me.

37. One of my favorite topics of conversation is my Kitty Kat.<3 I love him.

38. I don’t sleep. It just doesn’t happon.

39. The only videogame I am good at is Ice-Age 2. And I kick ass at it. Hahaha.

40. I like the phrase (from the little mermaid) “She don’t got a lot to say but theres something about her.” and I’ve always kinda wanted that to be true about me, but I talk to much.

41. Whenver I watch child movies I always find something new that I hadn’t noticed before.

42. If you hadn’t noticed I love childrens movies.

43. I don’t like eating infront of other people or their families. And I won’t keep eating if everyone else stops eating.

44. I lack real talents. It’s a little sad, but whatever.

45. I lack musical and dancing talents, and yet I try to do both anyways, cause I’m like that.

22. I would be a vegitarian but everyone in my house loves meat, and I’m not good with temptation/peer presure.
23. I like butterflys. Hahaha. They intrige me.
24. I only lie to people I love, for fear of disappointing/hurting them.
25. It seems all I do theses days is hurt people.
26. I am being used by my best friend to suply her with buts.
27. I am afraid of people I don’t really associate with finding out who the real me is.
28. Why is everything wrong in my life? Because Gwen is a whore. Not really EVERYTHING, thats just the excuse that me and some people I know use.
29. If I dont know how to do something, I make it up and hope that I dont make matters worse.
30. I always try to help.
31. I am always the shoulder that people lean on, and yet I am shoulderless.

11. I love trying new things.
12. I used to be very trusting, now a days however, not so much.
13. Although I can’t take good pictures to save my life, I love looking at other people photography.
14. I act dumb around a lot of people, but I’m not.
15. Whenever people say something nice to me, I assume that they are being sarcastic.
16. I want to be like my sister, but she doesn’t want me to turn out like her. (Shes not actually my sister, but we’re just as close)
17. Others peoples blood terrifys me. Don’t know you, you’d assume that I’d be used to blood by now huh, but it just freaks me out.
18. It’s hard for me to accept compliments.
19. I have to “aww” at any animal I see and say that “thats the cutest insert type of aniaml here I’ve ever seen.” I love animals.
20. I try to see the best in other people.
21. I give second changes, which usually blow up in my face.

1. I act tough, but I’m not.
2. I don’t have a real sterotype. The closest thing would be a Juggalette, and most people don’t know what that is.
3. I LOVE musicals.
4. I am Bi-sexual, and yet I would not date a woman. Fool around, sure, have a relationship with, no.
5. I have been sexually abused by 3 different people, at three different periods in my life.
6. I don’t think that I would still be alive if it wasn’t for my boyfriend.
7. I go to an all girls high school, and it makes me want to colapse.
8. Many people think that they know who I am. They don’t know the real me.
9. I like dancing when no one is watching.
10. I blast music lots of other people hate when I’m home alone, and will deny it if anyone asks me about it.