be an astronaut

wow has it been this long already.
i just recently came back from a foreign exchange program from japan. and gah im sad and goign crazy.
the main reason i went to japan was because of space. ever heard of the anime tenchi muyo? and how tenchi turned out to be an alien prince. well i remember watching that show when i was about 10 years old. and i spent the next 5 years hoping/wishing/believeing that i too was a alien princess stranded on this planet. so i went to japan to be abducted by aliens my true family!! to go home into space. well a year passed by and nothing happened. but my host mom did have a dream of that actually happening to me. oh i so wish it came true. like what “i’m a disaster” said. i truly understand what she means. i really wanna get off this planet. her words are perfect on almost how i feel. i just feel that i am a princess put on this planet. well watever happens will happen right! and my goals for this life IS to get off this planet. see the stars before my very eyes! see the nebulas and feel that greater power! to step foot on a whole new planet, in a whole new solar system, in a whole different galaxy. to see the stars around me, freeze, as i go into hyperspace. to be alive!!!
this is truly who i am.