get over him

happiness is brighter with him
sadness is deeper with him
patience is easier with him

the ‘with him’ part is the part i’m missing constantly.

saw him this weekend in his new town with his good friends, that’s not going to help this ‘get over him’ process at all.

i think i’ll have to leave the country before i finally give up on whatever it is i’m clutching tightly to :/

I went and saw him this weekend.

it really fucked me up.

I feel back on square one :( I hope he comes back soon… I hope he comes back…

guess who has jealousy issues??

:((

I went to a party tonight where everyone knew him but no one knew me, and once they found out I had dated him for a year. they all suddenly became interested in me, I became infinitely sad. I wanted to cry. but i didn’t, until I called my mom of course, when I couldn’t hold back my tears anymore because she’s my mom.

I want to take it back, but I don’t. I just want for to never mention it to anyone ever again. I guess that’s what I did wrong.

I wasn’t his naranja media… and it makes me super sad, because even though he isn’t my soul mate, he was someone still I loved.

my ignorance is incredible.

Just because you’re happy with him doesn’t mean you can’t be happy without him.

<3 healing is beautiful.

I want the courage to be able to say (and mean) “I don’t love you anymore, goodbye”

what do they say when they’ve finally used up all of you?