live life to the fullest

This goal should stay here all the time. It’s not really something to be ticked off! I am trying to live my life, to take each day as it comes and do someting valuable every day. Sometimes it is not easy because life isn;t always the way we expect it to be. But I just promised to myself a long time ogo that I will never let anything make me forget about simply living every day to the fullest.

I’ve been struggeling with depression sympthoms for over 5 year now, hopefully not being depressed all the time because I used to try different things to help myself get over it. Still, episodes happen and it’s so not right. Logically speaking I have no reason for feeling in such a way. So why is that?I don’t expect life would be perfect but I want to appreciate every day of my life. I want to live life to the fullest. Feel that I am alive and be sure that I won’t give up. I can’t give up, but how to finally overcome those dark feelings?