have no regrets

but last night i decided there was no good reason why i shouldnt ride the mechanical bull so i did it!
i managed to hold on pretty well but when it eventually flung me off i was pretty dizzy and got a little beaten up :)
I never knew it was that dangerous! but i’m still sooo glad i did it!!! :D

gee. I’ve had so many regrets in the last week. As soon as I think of one I get this aweful feeling in the pit of my stomache and I have to think about something else quickly because it sucks.

People who don’t have any regrets whatsoever are just plain crazy

I will try even if I don’t succeed because not trying is more of a failure and holds more regret. By trying, at the least you have faced your fear and attempted the challenge and you can’t regret that!

I hate having to “just survive”

having no regrets requires me to think about what other people will think because regret, embarassment, guilt and shame can be so closely linked.
One of the worst regrets is hurting someone who you care about by mistake though.

wow, why is this so hard right now.
I hate the way I can’t do what I really want.
Today just wasn’t my day.
As my dad said “You win some, you lose some and some days you hope you can’t possibly lose them all”

I must just do what I feel I want/should do!
To go for it and live strong!