I haven’t really made any entries on this site, so I figured now is as good a time as any. Plus, I’m in the mood for typing.
I’ve been a Christian for as long as I can remember, and having a relationship with god is something that is really important to me, moreso now than in the past. Sometimes I wonder how I managed to stay a Christian, I’ve had so many setbacks. My parents divorced, I moved to a whole new area where I didn’t know one person who went to church. But I always seem to meet one person, and another person through them, that leads me back.
It seems like everytime I begin to turn away from god, he sends me someone to tap me on the shoulder, and I turn around. The past year definitely hasn’t been good; I’ve had such a confusing and difficult time in my life.
Then god gave me an opportunity to change things around, with this trip I’ve taken to Europe, and I decided to take a few months out to get some perspective. Now and then I have some doubts, but I feel refreshed, and its really awakened and renewed my faith. I know I’ve made him sad with things I’ve done, but I know he still loves me for the things I can do.
Felt like something I had to share.
