survive this deployment

I don’t know if its just a coping mechanism or what, but I just keep starting fights with my husband. I get upset about the tiniest things. We only have 4 months left, but it seems like an eternity!!! I don’t know how to handle missing him so much!!

He has only been gone for 11 days, but it feels like an eternity. I miss him dearly. I’m sitting here waiting for his call, and all I can think about his the day he will be home for good!

I am about to move back with my family to help me accomplish this goal. I can’t wait for October 2009!!

This is my husband’s second deployment, but our first together. I was freaking out from all the stress for about 2 months. I have finally relaxed and proceeded to make arrangements to stay here in Kansas while he is gone. We still have about a month before he leaves so we are spending every moment together.