Worry less.

If weird things would stop happening at my job!

My only positive contribution to this is to stop reading/watching the news so much. So freaking depressing!

Maybe because I am really responsible for providing for my family it makes it easy to go over the same tired paths in my mind. In the end you have to do what you gotta do… and then try to let it go and see where life takes you. It’s a gamble right? You prepare as best you can and then throw the dice because that is what we do in life… move forward or back. Try for more or at least to maintain ourselves against the current. However in the end it is an illusion of control. We just have to trust in the Universe.

Lately I have noticed all the butterflies… I almost always see one a day. I used to think they were good luck growing up and I have tried to kindle that almost animistic sense that there are signs that I am doing the right thing and to just let go. Same thing with prayer…. just put the worries in other hands and be done.