well, i couldn’t even make it two days. had a bad night at work last night, boss gave me a shot, and after that it was all over. granted, i didn’t go “all out”. i had four beers and a shot, which is about half of what i usually drink, but i’m still very disappointed. but you know what they say… if you fall off the horse, just get right back on. so we’re starting over from day one, starting today, right now. no more drinking til next tuesday. wish me luck.
Jun 21, 2005, 11:57AM PDT | 2 cheers | 2 comments
yes, this was a hangover-induced decision, but one i feel i should really try and stick with. i’m in that sort of limbo where i’m not exactly sure if i’m an alcoholic, because i’ve never tried to be sober. but i know that when i DO drink (and it’s often), i can never stop with just one beer. i tried doing that last night, and only realized $50 later that i was in trouble. a sub-goal for this main goal is to write a new entry for each day of the week, documenting my sobriety, so i can see my progress.
wish me luck, kids. if i fail, i’m calling AA immediately. no joke.
Jun 19, 2005, 05:57PM PDT | 0 comments
