M’s conversations lately are steering towards an emotional bond of sorts. I can understand it, we’ve been basically together every day for the last month and a half.
I’m glad she came into my life at the right time, in this voidness my current life seems to be stagnant she keeps me sane. It’s hard for me to explain her what’s going on, why I look so cold, I’m in a numb phase, product of past months changes I still can’t grasp fully.
I feel uprooted, out of place, only when I’m with her or within her I feel safe.